Thursday, December 1
so i don't get hurt. - Thursday, December 01, 2005
+O song i'm listening to: kelly clarkson - because of youO+ msn nick at the moment: kelly** i wasn't ready for a goodbye. `
+O personal msg now: now i know these tears will lead to loneliness, maybe if time goes by i'll understand.
O+ events to look forward to: camp
my day's events.
they went away and left me crying at the airport. the only consoling thing there was that my sis was crying with me too! cos we just refused to let cheryl go. and aaron was such a huge jackass! cos his fwens were there, he didn't want to take pics or hug us. must be a guy thing. damala kept telling me to stop crying so much but to tell you the truth, that made me cry even more.
and damala and i headed to millenia walk for a while.
then we went our separate ways. she met her friend, i went to work. and a suprise was in store for me when i arrived. that narvin guy amde a mess out of everything. missing boxes( he must have eaten them up or something!) pens disorderly arranged. it took me 4 hrs to get everything organised again.
and so there's my day. i think it's just been a really bad day. and here marcus is telling me abt miracles and how i should believe in them. considering how i'm super negative abt stuff like that, not even him can convince me into believing. which is why i'm gg for e camp. plus plus plus, i haven't even planned wad to get for pple for xmas! sighs.
sweet dreams to my loved ones on the aeroplane to L.A.
ps. marcus said we'll be sleeping in dorms. is that cool or is that cool?!
luv alwaez.
kel